Lovely children...

Today,I remember my children all. Tama and rere...
I never know when I can meet them or when I can go with them like usual,
I never know why he hate me so much, why ha could do this to me, why he is so cruel to me...
I never know the answer,
I just know one thing that he has avoided me from my children, I just know that he has made something that make me stress.

Do I not deserve to get something better???
Do I not deserve to get someone better than him???
Do I make something wrong coz I left him??